In memory of...

This day, 5 years ago I got my 2nd cat Sidney “Sid” Johnson. She was a calico cat that I got at my great grandfathers farm. We had to give her up 2008 April 2, she kept going to the restroom on our carpet now I know it sounds silly but that is the truth. I loved Sid, I didn’t even get to say goodbye to her, I just got home to school and my dad told me he took her away to this place, I looked it up on the internet and it was a kill-shelter. I cried that night. If you didn’t know this, cats and dogs think they did something wrong and it was all their fault when they leave its family or the family leaves it. So that is what happened, I still have some things to tell Sid, like she was the greatest cat in the world, and I miss her and I did not want to give her up, but I was forced to, I tried in every single way to make her happy, I would pet her for an hour each day, put the litter box in my room, pay not as much attention to the other 2 cats for a while, also I want to tell her it is not her fault and I wish I could still keep her even if she did pee on my carpet, I want her back no matter what, I would pay a million dollars and more for her, she was family, MY family, my parents put part of our family behind a cage with cats she didn’t know that could hurt her. A couple of days later I went to the kennels website to look at Sid, she wasn’t there. There are only three things that could have happened to her, she found a good owner that would care for her, she found a horrible owner, or she was put down. I pray for her, I hope you will too. Also when we gave her away it was like giving two pieces of me up the first was my memories with Sid, like when I got my little foam puppet thingy on a string and Sid would do back flips trying to get it and I have a drawing of that somewhere, then my grandmother, my grandmother passed away last year and since I got Sid at her home Sid always reminded me of my grandmother, Sid was one of the few things I had left to remember her by.
I miss Sid, and I love Sid, she is still mine in my heart. I pray for her and I hope you will too.
-Seqoyah

I'm so sorry. I don't really know what to say because I don't know what that feeling is like. I can't even imagine that feeling and I hope you can get through that. Once, again, I'm so sorry. Good luck getting through this. :'(

Edit: I just noticed it's been a month and hope you're feeling better now.

Edit 2: People, please get back on. This is horrible how this just ended. I feel horrible about this after all the fun times we've had. :'(